Lately I've been really angry about death.
The more I think about it, the more frustrated I get.
I hate how our loved ones leave this planet.
I hate the pain and brokenness we experience when one dies.
I hate the hole the deceased leave in a person.
I hate how broken my heart is over this.
This causes me to think about the root cause of death, sin.
evil.
I am angry I listen to the devil and go against God.
I am upset I can't just say no.
I hate that I desire darkness over the light.
My soul is troubled by evil.
I am constantly realizing how naive I am.
There is so much evil and pain in this world.
There are serial killers, there are people selling other human lives into a slavery, there is genocide, there is rape, there is abuse, there are human sacrifices, and a million more evil deeds to be added to this list.
I sit here in America, in my comfortable house in southern California with pure freedom when there are people in this world who have never had a day where they don't have to wonder if they'll live to see tomorrow.
I hate this.
I am bitter towards God right now.
I am bitter because I can't achieve world peace.
I am bitter because so many people have lost their innocence.
I am bitter because He gave us free will and we follow the devil instead of Him.
I am bitter the devil roams this world.
I am bitter because I am evil and have no self-control.
